AM SOMEONE ELSE

Monday, February 26, 2007

Tiny Frogie

Once upon a time there was a bunch of tiny frogs.... who arranged a running competition.

The goal was to reach the top of a very high tower.

A big crowd had gathered around the tower to see the race and cheer on the contestants....

The race began....

Honestly:

No one in the crowd really believed that the tiny frogs would reach the top of the tower.

You heard statements such as:

"Oh, WAY too difficult!!"

"They will NEVER make it to the top."

or:

"Not a chance that they will succeed. The tower is too high!"


The tiny frogs began collapsing. One by one....

Except for those, who in a fresh tempo, were climbing higher and higher....

The crowd continued to yell, "It is too difficult!!! No one will make it!"

More tiny frogs got tired and gave up....

But ONE continued higher and higher and higher....

This one wouldn't give up!



At the end everyone else had given up climbing the tower. Except for the one tiny frog who, after a big effort, was the only one who reached the top!

THEN all of the other tiny frogs naturally wanted to know how this one frog managed to do it?

A contestant asked the tiny frog how he had found the strength to succeed and reach the goal?

It turned out....

That the winner was DEAF!!!!

Sunday, February 11, 2007

Lets follow the chain:

H: A white kitten.
S: The silent hell.
Z: Marz. ;)
M: The great caesar.
P: The green angel :)
W: Whiskey in the jar.
K: The deadly scorpio
Y: The ring road!!!
O: Fuck the fuckin fuckers :P
T: Huge basket of tomatos

Tuesday, February 06, 2007


Lost In Silence


I've left my mark
I've made my statement
I won't go unnoticed
Past this day.
My person ideals
A building block for this world
Never againWill I sit in silence
As many sit by and watch
Our world pass by
I refuse to take my seat
I refuse to die in silence
So many die in silence
Their voices go unheard
They sit unnoticed.
They stand alone
Their voices dictate
The way your life is lived
Too afraid to speak
Too scared to oppose
The fear inside you
Breeds your silence
So now you live
The life of another

Saturday, November 18, 2006

I love you

You know what I love you and now I found something to keep me alive
That thing is you, you made me alive again after long monthes of cold death
I love you and I am ticking the time to find you here again.
aaaaaaaaah

Saturday, November 11, 2006

Never

Never the time and the place
And the loved one all together!
This path -how soft to pace!
This May - what magic weather!
Where is the loved one's face?
In a dream that loved one's face meets mine,
But the house is narrow, the place is bleak
Where, outside, rain and wind combine
With a furtive ear, if I strive to speak,
With a hostile eye at my flushing cheek,
With a malice that marks each word, each sign!
O enemy sly and serpentine,
Uncoil thee from the waking man!
Do I hold the Past
NEVER

Friday, November 10, 2006

Leaving on a Jet plane

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

I am just having the worst days of my life
Please God help me

Saturday, October 07, 2006

Too much for me alone


I loved three men
More than my own
One went then another
Without a sound
Never to be seen
Can’t say I don’t miss them
It’s not the same
When I breathe
The air is too much
For me alone
But they still fill it
As they come and go
In and out of my mind

One liked the plains
So away he walked
To find the plateau
Where his muse was
He should have found her
Or else I would know

While the other was a sailor
A certain waterfall
Had him mesmerized
Beyond the farthest sea
Now he spends his days
Planning and making plans
For the ship that
Will not fail him

He is in no way a number
But the third one nonetheless
He left me thinking
Of his love and journeys
Of which he told me
And showed me how
He met all those he did
Only once

Monday, October 02, 2006

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Tuesday, September 05, 2006

Monday, September 04, 2006

حاجات كتير

فى حياتى اللى فاتت

راحت بس لسه عندى أمل فيها

عشان كده

الزرعة الميتة فى بلكونتى

مع انها خلاص ماتت

يوماتى بسقيها

Thursday, August 24, 2006

sleepless for 3 nights
some ideas are killing me
too embarrassed and sad
thinking what would i do in the future
i feel not myself always absent minded
help me god am dying

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Love Is
Love is acceptance without exceptions
Its boundaries without limitations
It’s an exact measure of an imprecise proportion
It’s something pure and delicate
It’s losing your self inside one another
Without asking questions or questioning who,
what and whereIt’s all these things and nothing else
But a little more of what you have inside to give
It’s giving without anticipation of receiving
It’s selfless and helpless
It’s vulnerable to impartiality
It’s safety and security when everything else around is falling apart
It’s making time when there is no time
For each other, for yourselves
It’s never really being alone
Just always beingIt’s together
No manual, no how-to-guideNo rules, no gimmicks, its sink or swim
Love has its own life that outlives the ones who love
It’s undying, destined to outlast even life itself
It’s an everlasting loveThat lives on and on
Creating new life on its ownLove is creation
Its all aroundLove is being a care giver
To the one whom cries out in distress
For the love desired
To fill an empty space
Love is all these things
But if you must ask
Then surely you need to find out for yourself
Because this definition of love is tied to that which defines
What love is
Love Is Us

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

I see you
I see you
Your eyes once sharp
and perceptiveno
longer see light
What do they see
Where are you right now
Tell me what corridor
of memory you areliving in
Let me enter
I see you
Your hands throb
crippled and bent
They were strong and able
They could build
They could comfort
They could inflict
I watch them twist
I watch the movements
What do they seekhold my hand
I hold yoursfeel that
Holding hands
they settle like frail birds
Parchment skin sheathing
crude knobs of bone
I see you
My emotions stir
I cannot stop the tears
tears you will not see
sobs you cannot hear
It is as it should be
My pain would
hurt you
Frustrate youas your dementiahurts me
Yes it is as it should be
I see youThe shell of youis only the shell
Infirmity and time
leaves this mark
that others label
Old and ElderlyPassing by
I know whatthey see
Rather what theycannot see
they lack insight
What I see
has clarityIt has depth
Beyond that shellI look
Listen if you could
Understand meas
I reassure
I see you
I see you.
Welcome Back SOMEONEELSE
Hi all am back again wish somebody missed me :)
well with lots of new things happened to me
I went through new experiences new places and new people
and also heard so nice comments hehe

Monday, July 03, 2006

The time of our lives
It feels like we're having
The time of our lives
Let's light the fire
Find the plain
Let's come together as one in the same
Cause it feels like we're having
The time of our lives
We'll find the glory in the game
All that we are
For all that we are
For the time of our lives

Saturday, July 01, 2006


Man (sigh), i'm lost....


where are you?
i feel so lost now..
i feel so weak now..
i have poured out my strength?
and now i am seeing the consequences.. where do i go?
which way should i walk through?
where are You really leading me?
why did i get here?
OK!

Now it is the time to answer my friend's question about
"What are your five most important values in life?"
look dear mine are
Keeping promise : if you can't keep it for any reason just don't say you can coz it really breaks my nearves grrrrr
Money : oh what a nice thing to love it really gives me power hehe i love holding them
Acting natural : pretending really sucks
Independence : feeling needy may kill specially if you need but not needed
Tacktic : great thing for me to keep things going my way ;)

Sunday, June 25, 2006

Time really does heal all wounds
you are so firing inside me these days; missin you like hell your eyes are here again milions of memories are looping around my mind all the time ; please come back even for once open up for me please.

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

JUS THOUGHT

...I always thought that I knew
I'd always have the right to
be living in the kingdom of the good and true...
It's so long that now I think I was wrong
and you were laughing along,
and now I look a fool for thinking you were on...
My side, is it any wonder I'm tired?
Is it any wonder that I feel uptight?
Is it any wonder I don't know what's right?
Sometimes it's hard to know where I stand,
It's hard to know where I am,
Well maybe it's a puzzle I don't understand.
Sometimes I get the feeling that I'm
stranded in the wrong time
where love is just a lyric in a children's rhyme...
sometimes is it any wonder I'm tired?
Is it any wonder that I feel uptight?
Is it any wonder I don't know what's right?
Oh, these days, after all the misery you made,
Is it any wonder that I feel afraid?
Is it any wonder that I feel betrayed?
Nothing left inside this old cathedral,
just the sad, lonely spires,
How do you make it right?
Oh, but you try,
Is it any wonder I'm tired?
Is it any wonder that I feel uptight?
Is it any wonder I don't know what's right?
Oh, these days, after all the misery you made,
Is it any wonder that I feel afraid?
Is it any wonder that I feel betrayed?

Monday, June 19, 2006

Be strong!


Be strong!
We are not here to play, to dream, to drift,
We have hard work to do, and loads to lift.
Shun not the struggle; face it. 'Tis God's gift.

Be strong!
Say not the days are evil, - Who's to blame?
And fold not the hands and acquiesce, - O shame!
Stand up, speak out, and bravely, in God's name.

Be strong!
It matters not how deep entrenched the wrong,
How hard the battle goes, the day, how long.
Faint not, fight on! To-morrow comes the song.
Maltbie Davenport (Mattie D) Babcock

Saturday, June 17, 2006

Coming Soon
HERS!
Have U Ever,Looked Up At The Night Sky N Wonder Y U R Who U R?Y U Feel As If U Will Never Belong?Or Y U Feel So Empty Inside?Have U Ever Looked At The Moon N Stars,Y R We Here?Have U Ever Seen The Ocean N Look At The Waves?Wishing U Were The One Floating On Top Of Them?Wishing The Waves Would Take U Away?Have U Ever Looked At A Cloud,N Wish That U Were That Cloud,But Only To Remember That The Wind Is The One Controlling The Clouds Movements?Im Going To Smile Like Nothings Wrong, Talk Like Everythings Perfect, Act Like Its All A Dream, And Pretend Nothing Is Hurting Me…

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

The Boy & the Apple Tree
A long time ago, there was a huge apple tree. A little boy loved to come and play around it everyday. He climbed to the treetop, ate the apples, took a nap under the shadow. He loved the tree and the tree loved to play with him. Time went by the little boy had grown up and he no longer played around the tree every day. One day, the boy came back to the tree and he looked sad. "Come and play with me," the tree asked the boy.
"I am no longer a kid, I do not play around trees any more," the boy replied. "I want toys. I need money to buy them."
"Sorry, but I do not have money but you can pick all my apples and sell them. So, you will have money."
The boy was so excited. He grabbed all the apples on the tree and left happily. The boy never came back after he picked the apples. The tree was sad. One day, the boy who now turned into a man returned and the tree was excited. "Come and play with me" the tree said.
"I do not have time to play. I have to work for my family. We need a house for shelter. Can you help me?"
"Sorry, but I do not have any house. But you can chop off my branches to build your house."
So the man cut all the branches of the tree and left happily.
The tree was glad to see him happy but the man never came back since then. The tree was again lonely and sad. One hot summer day, the man returned and the tree was delighted.
"Come and play with me!" the tree said.
"I am getting old. I want to go sailing to relax myself. Can you give me a boat?" said the man.
"Use my trunk to build your boat. You can sail far away and be happy."
So the man cut the tree trunk to make a boat. He went sailing and never showed up for a long time. Finally, the man returned after many years.
"Sorry, my boy. But I do not have anything for you anymore. No more apples for you," the tree said.
"No problem, I do not have any teeth to bite," the man replied. "I am too old for that now," the man said.
"I really cannot give you anything... the only thing left is my dying roots," the tree said with tears.
"I do not need much now, just a place to rest. I am tired after all these years," the man replied.
"Good! Old tree roots are the best place to lean on and rest, Come, come sit down with me and rest."
The man sat down and the tree was glad and smiled with tears. This is a story of everyone. The tree is like our parents.
When we were young, we loved to play with our Mum and Dad...
When we grow up, we leave them only come to them when we need something or when we are in trouble. No matter what, parents will always be there and give everything they could just to make you happy.
You may think the boy is cruel to the tree, but that is how all of us treat our parents.

Friday, June 09, 2006

The Seven Deadly Sins and Seven Heavenly Virtues

hmmm lets start with sins as they are more interesting ;)

Pride is excessive belief in one's own abilities, that interferes with the individual's recognition of the grace of God. It has been called the sin from which all others arise. Pride is also known as Vanity.
Envy is the desire for others' traits, status, abilities, or situation.

Gluttony is an inordinate desire to consume more than that which one requires.
Lust is an inordinate craving for the pleasures of the body.
Anger is manifested in the individual who spurns love and opts instead for fury. It is also known as Wrath.
Greed is the desire for material wealth or gain, ignoring the realm of the spiritual. It is also called Avarice or Covetousness.
Sloth is the avoidance of physical or spiritual work.

and now the virtues

Faith is belief in the right things (including the virtues!).
Hope is taking a positive future view, that good will prevail.
Charity is concern for, and active helping of, others.
Fortitude is never giving up.
Justice is being fair and equitable with others.
Prudence is care of and moderation with money.
Temperance is moderation of needed things and abstinence from things which are not needed.


Monday, June 05, 2006

Keeps You...

Happiness keeps You Sweet,
Trials keep You Strong,
Sorrows keep You Human,
Failures keep You Humble,
Success keeps You Glowing,
But Only Love keeps You Going!

Saturday, June 03, 2006

Today Saturday 3rd of June 2006

Lets say it is abit different day but in deed am passing so old expeirence ( my leg again )

new co worker you know what this is the first time i get a new co worker although i have been working for a long while but dunno i felt different towards that this time.

desperate thoughts about my work and how i am lost and feeling useless although i work so much and i think i do my best anyway it is not good to feel you are working in vain.

TOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOT weather it is something i can't bear really i just can't.

I feel passive my country and society is passing the bottleneck and i am all busy with nonesense about myself i need to do something.

I feel so useless and can't find words to describe i lost my passion to almosteverything even my feeling to love i lost all powers can motivate me am afraid am turning to be like my father wish i can help myself soon out of this.

Sunday, May 28, 2006

.............................!

When i am king, you will be first against the wall!
And suddenly am the one I never dared to be
But Not everyone thinks the way you do.!
Never Say yes when you really mean no
You are not a woman so don't act like one :D
Fish may love the bird but where can they live together!
Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away
Never think about the mistakes you made. Think about the mistakes you will make
keep it simple: as simple as possible, but no simpler. - A. Einstein ;)
If you can't convince them, Confuse them.

Friday, May 26, 2006

Me...!

Ok... I think it is a bit late to talk about myself now; I should've done this long ago
But anyway it will be different as i will say who i am as surrounding people described ( seems so devilish :P )

Mind hacker , Wild cat , Vampiress ... same person heehee seems he sees me gothic :D
I think you are a virus! ( :P I appreciate his honsty)
Have the most wonderful voice ...... actually many say that, strange!!!
Workholic my very first employer u know what i used to sleep at my office :D
I believe in you oh god i broke the guy's business process :(
You look as if your are asleep and dreaming my co worker actually i didn't get what he means can you?:D
Miss trouble maker someone i never caused him any troubles :D
Miss scorpio my friend one of my close friends btw scorpio word means a lot here!
Vague and mistrious my closest friend hmmm i think she had a good intention while saying that
You are sweet like this flurit :)

Scorpio like the definition hehe another scorpio tries to attack
You are a FLAME! God only knows what he meant by this :)
Dare enough to stay alone in darkness hmmm i owe him most of things i know:D

this is enough for tonight for sure i missed things.


Plans

New plans popped in my mind few weeks ago .
hmmmmmmmmm
What about some sport to be in shape
and studying new thing to improve my work skills
you know what having a plan is good but applying the plan is the best
next month i will go on another budget policy means more money ;) but the biggest problem that there is no time to do whatever am always late and exhausted; hope sports issue can help.

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Diaries

I think it is all nonesense i never tried to write my diaries before but now with all these things happening to me i should record them.
Well; not so important things
i woke up late as usual:) at 7:50 and was too lazy to move anyways got dressed and went my way to work , arrived by 9:20 oh damn this is late . i met the office boy in the lift :)
hm slid into work quietly not to be noticed coz am late
but fortunatly no body was there :D
ok this is enough for today guess it wasn't a good idea to repeat whatever i went through all the day around again

Sunday, May 21, 2006

Confession Time #1

I cheated on you ; then i confessed
i met you then loved you adored you and feeling so guilty I met you in such conditions but this is fate which always against my will and now after you are away i can't get over you .
milion tears for you or maybe feeling guilty.
wish to see you even once more in my life which i believe it is shorter than i think it is.
But i swear i regret i regret and suffer more than you imagine. Forgive me Forgive me my love. i don't blame you , it is just too cruel on me to know that you forgot me.
I love you and wish you know that.

Friday, May 19, 2006

The Rope

The story tells about a mountain climber, who wanted to climb the highest mountain. He began his adventure after many years of preparation, but since he wanted the glory just for himself, he decided to climb the mountain alone.

The night felt heavy in the heighst of the mountain, and the man could not see anything. All was black. Zero visibility, and the moon and the stars are covered by clouds.

As he was climbing, only a few feet away from the top of the mountain, he slipped and fell into the air, falling at a great speed. The climber could only see black spots as he went down, and the terrible sensation of being sucked by gravity. He kept falling... and in those moments of great fear, it came to his mind all the good and bad episodes of his life.

He was thinking now about how close death was getting, when all of a sudden he felt the rope tied to his waist pull him very hard.
Fis body was hanging in the air..Only the rope was holding him, and in that moment of stillness he had no other choice but to scream:HELP ME GOD!!

All of a sudden a deep voice coming from the sky answered:
-What do you want me to do?
-Save me God!!
-Do you really think I can save you?
-Of course I believe you can
-THEN CUT THE ROPE TIED TO YOUR WAIST....

There was a moment of silence; and the man decided to hold on to the rope with all his strength. The rescue team tells, that the next day a climber was found dead and frozen...
His body hanging from a robe. His hands holding tight to it...
ONLY TEN FEET AWAY FROM THE GROUND..........

And you? how attachedare you to your rope? Will you let go?
Don't ever doubt the things from God. you never should say that He has forgotten or abandoned you. Don't ever think that He doesn't take care of you.
Remember that He is always holding you with his right hand.

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

No Bravery
watch this to know how the world is ruled
http://nobravery.cf.huffingtonpost.com/
It's no skin off my nose!

A mouse looked through the crack in the wall to see the farmer and his wife open a package."What food might this contain?" The mouse wondered - he was devastated to discover it was a mousetrap.Retreating to the farmyard, the mouse proclaimed the warning: "There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mousetrap in the house!"The chicken clucked and scratched, raised her head and said, "Mr. Mouse, I can tell this is a grave concern to you, but it is of no consequence to me. I cannot be bothered by it."The mouse turned to the pig and told him, "There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mousetrap in the house!" The pig sympathized, but said, "I am so very sorry, Mr. Mouse, but there is nothing I can do about it but pray. Be assured you are in my prayers."The mouse turned to the cow and said "There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mousetrap in the house!"! The cow said, "Wow, Mr. Mouse. I'm sorry for you, but it's no skin off my nose."So, the mouse returned to the house, head down and dejected, to face the farmer's mousetrap alone.That very night a sound was heard throughout the house -- like the sound of a mousetrap catching its prey. The farmer's wife rushed to see what was caught. In the darkness, she did not see it was a venomous snake whose tail the trap had caught.The snake bit the farmer's wife. The farmer rushed her to the hospital, and she returned home with a fever. Everyone knows you treat a fever with fresh chicken soup, so the farmer took his hatchet to the farmyard for the soup's main ingredient.But his wife's sickness continued, so friends and neighbors came to sit with her around the clock. To feed them, the farmer butchered the pig.The farmer's wife did not get well; she died. So many people came for her funeral, the farmer had the cow slaughtered to provide enough meat for all of them.The mouse looked upon it all from his crack in the wall with great sadness. So, the next time you hear someone is facing a problem and think it doesn't concern you, remember -- when one of us is threatened, we are all at risk. We are all involved in this journey called life. We must keep an eye out for one another and make an extra effort to encourage one another.

Monday, May 15, 2006

It says a lot
Pen, papper and crowded head with too many thoughts they just can not get out and i think they will never be released.
Hoping and waiting for the day i can crach up my skull and reveal what is inside.
But it says a lot even if out of words the impression is fair enough.







My Birth Month is October

You are a natural leader who is able to
stand up when no one else can. Strong and powerful, you tend to overshadow
those around you. Your soul reflects: Gratitude, comfort, and true love Your
gemstone: Tourmaline Your flower: Cosmos Your colors: White and yellow

Sunday, May 07, 2006

HEYS

ANOTHER NUTTY BLOGGER JOINS HERE
I AM NOT INTO THAT BUT JUST FELT I WANNA TALK
HM EVEN IF I KNOW NOBODY HEARS OR CARES